I can hardly put into words what just happened. This isn't the first time I've used this thing, but this time was just crazy. It sucks onto my clit and does so until I cum hard, but I guess I overdid it this time with the intensity. I turned it on full blast and within a short time it was almost bringing me to orgasm, but only almost. It just kept me so close. And that felt like an eternity. Imagine you are at the point where you cum, but you just don't cum. And it just doesn't make you cum, even though you're already fully in the feeling. At some point I finally got my salvation and hardly knew where up and down was. So I stayed seated for a long time because getting up was out of the question. I fear that's how my mean handjobs feel like :-p